so much to do so little time . and blogging is probably the least important . in my list .

1 word : SIAN .

cant even find the time to blog during weekdays . and even for now squeezing time . i still got LOADS of things to be done . THINKING OF IT just makes meeeeeeeeee fished up .

I NEED a break now . wouldnt it be nice if school was 3 days and 2 days off . :) . FINE . i will stop dreaming ..


sorry for the short update. thanks loads . (:

i still care .


Some days you seem so close
like you stand right before me
But then the next day you seem so far
like each other we can't see,
Each day is like a roller coaster
with my stomach turning upside down
You stand there looking
but yet you don't utter a sound,
I feel so confused and
my heart is being torn at its seams
And every night that I sleep
you seem to linger in my dreams,
Every time I look at you
I forget all my thoughts
And right then and there
it's you that my heart has sought,
Every time I hope
it turns into something bad
So for right now I'll stop thinking
And maybe things won't end up sad.


I"M CONFUSED , BUT I STILL HAVE A HEART DAMMIT.